Letter
6 Months Old
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Dear Carlita,
Wow. Just, wow. I can’t believe how much can happen in one single month, but then that’s what happens when you have a baby - you learn a lot that you’d never be able to without raising said baby. I’m so lucky that my baby is you.
You are more fun than ever before. You are a happy little person most of the time and getting you to smile is practically no effort. I think that the biggest contributer to your happiness these days is your abillity to sit up unassisted. It seems like that is all you want to do now. If you could you’d probably want to sleep sitting up.
The only cloud on your otherwise perfect sky is your gums and the teeth that keep bursting through them like mushrooms out of the ground. You’re working on #4 as of today when your first top front tooth cut through. I’m still trying to get used to the teeth, and to be honest I will kind of miss your toothless smiles - and by god, so will my nipples. But it’s exciting none the less. Teeth = food = lots and lots of fun! Banana, we’ve found, are you’re absolute favorites so far.
I keep thinking that you’re the most fun ever at this very moment in time, and then you go and up yourself and become even better and sweeter and more adorable each day. I can hardly keep up with you anymore. I treasure our mornings together and I’ve started to try and drag them out as much as possible. If I don’t get that time to just snuggle with you and enjoy your sunny disposition the day just won’t be quite as good as it could be.
There are so many things going on with you at the moment, but it’s hard for me to get it all together and bind it up in a coherent letter. I just don’t want to ever forget how wonderful you are right now so I’d rather write about that than about the milestones that you are hitting like there’s no tomorrow.
5 Months Old
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Dear Carlita,
Your fifth month has been full of “first times”. First time travelling, first time meeting my side of the family, first Christmas, first New Year, first cut tooth and finally, first cold. I thought I was going to lose you there with the cold. I haven’t been sick in nearly two years and don’t remember that they feel that bad, but you are just a tiny little thing and I can’t imagine how you felt with your little head full of snot.
You were great to travel with though. Ok, so it was bulky carrying around your bucket seat and you are so heavy that the handle on the seat threatens to snap when we carry you around like that. But all in all you were so very well behaved that I thought I might even be able to go through it all again someday. And my family absolutely loves you and you absolutely love all the attention you get from them. You were too busy being held by grandma or great grandma that you hardly had time to eat.
Unfortunately this month’s letter will be cut short - something I regret terribly, but we’ve been way too sick to do much else than lounge about lately. I’m looking forward to next month though as I’m sure it will just be full of surprises!
I love you little munchkin!
4 Months Old
Friday, December 01, 2006
Dear Carlita,
Time flies so incredibly fast that I have a hard time keeping up with your development. One day I’m obsessing and worrying about your inability to grab toys and the next you’re picking up your rattle and shaking it so violently that I feel stupid for worrying that I might have to rattle all your toys for you forever (and it ends up getting a little embarrasing when I have to apply your eyeliner, because MOM, YOU’RE DOING IT ALL WRONG!).
You’re getting pretty attached to your grandpa these days. On the days that he is home I take you in to see him once or twice for a stretch of 30 minutes or so at a time. The first couple of times it made you cry because I didn’t have the foresight to stay with you until you’d gotten comfortable with being left with someone who doesn’t have boobs for more than a few minutes, but we worked it out nicely in just a few days by having me sit with the two of you until you didn’t even notice me leaving. Now I get a huge gummy grin everytime I come to pick you back up, which can sometimes be a bit of a task since I literally have to pry you out of your grandpa’s grip - that is how much he loves spending time with you. About two weeks ago he went to Gran Canaria for a week and left us to our own device and you were totally antsy from not seeing him for all that time. The first thing he did when he came home was to come check on you!
This past month you’ve kind of cut back on your babbling so that you can concentrate more on preparing your stomach muscles for what is to come within the next couple of months - which is sitting up. You hate lying flat on your back, but being that you’re not much more than a sack of blubber you have a long way to go so you’re not wasting precious energy. Now, that may sound a bit harsh, the whole blubber thing, but it’s true. Since birth you’ve been packing on a kilo a month so that now at 4 months you’ve doubled your birthweight. You’re a whopping 8 kilos and your doctor told us to try and cut back on the comfort nursing, but clearly this doctor of yours have no clue what tragedy taking away the boob is. The only way you go down for naps at daytime or sleep at nighttime is by giving you some time to calm down at the boob. Whatever monster I’m creating by doing this I’ll have to deal with later - now I’m just worried about saving my and your dad’s sanity.
Except being a bit chubby you’re a perfectly healthy, happy little baby - except when your teeth a causing you pain. Nothing has peaked yet, but I can feel your two bottom front teeth just below the gumline and whenever you’re throwing a fit I blame those two teeth. If two little teeth can work you up like that I’d hate to see what the rest of them will do to you - but that day, that sorrow.
Your personality is really starting to shine through and it’s nothing like I could ever have imagined. Being your mommy is tough but amazingly rewarding and I wouldn’t want to change you for anything.
3 Months Old
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Dear Carlita,
For as long as I live I shant ever forget the first time you laughed. Or the second. The first time I was standing over you with a burprag in my hand and it must have been comical for you because your face scrunched up in that adorable smile of yours and then you let out a bubbly laugh. I stood over you for maybe 20 minutes, swaying this and that way, swinging the burprag back and forth trying to get you to do it again but to no awail. Luckily I know I have a lot more laughs to look forward to in the future, but so far those two laughs are the only ones you’ve given me.
This month was amazing in terms of your sleeping schedule. For about 3 weeks I got to sleep through the night from midnight till 10am. I was a little shocked and had to go online to find out if this was normal or not (when you grow up you might be apalled at how much parenting advice your mum got from the internet), and if I ought to worry. It turns out it’s not all that common but then it didn’t last either so there was no need for me to fret. In not too long you were back to waking up at 2am, 6am and 9am to eat. Some nights you do still sleep through and wake up ravenous. You attack the boob with your little open mouth and cute grunts that cut straight to my heart and I lie there with you curled up in my armpit and wait for you to finish so we can start talking - cause that’s what you’re into now, you love to coo!
You’re even starting to make a note of your dad, who until recently was just another body to take a nap on. He has been working like a mule these past couple of months and hasn’t had the pleasure of getting to know you as well as I have, so when you started to coo and smile at hime while he was changing you the other night you probably made him see that this whole having-a-baby is so totally worth it. At least you are.
And to sum up this month
* You weigh 7kg
* Measuring 61cm
* Starting to chew on your own hand and what else you can get in your mouth (whic is limited since you can’t grib things yet)
* Starting to drool
* Don’t particularly like baths
* Like getting oiled up after bath
* On the verge of blowing raspberries
I’d love to write a lot more nonesense about how much I love you and how wonderful you are, but you just woke up from your nap and writing one handed is very tiring!
I love you munchkin!
